Fragile sentiment
In this personal project, I tried to portray my feelings of anxiety and accumulated chronic fatigue, which sometimes transformed into bouts of depressive thoughts.
At times, getting through it can be challenging, especially if you feel like you're alone. It's as if your regular life has turned into chaos, leaving you powerless and broken.
For me, this project served as a form of therapy where I sought to delve into my emotions and translate them into artistic expression.
Design by Daria Togunova
Music and sound by Andy Morgan-Davies
Unable to handle it any longer
This scene reflects on the challenges we all confront as individuals in a complex, unpredictable world. It's a reminder that life's burdens can become overwhelming, and seeking help when we struggle is absolutely okay.
Overwhelming presence
My representation of emotions that stir inside me, unsettled and hard to control. They escape, despite my efforts to hide them away. They surround me, like a tightening grip on my throat.
Running away
I deeply desire to escape life's challenges and find shelter from its struggles. The shadow of war makes my everyday life seem insignificant, and I long for a place where I can be unseen and shielded from prying eyes. My ultimate wish is to go back to a simpler time, reminiscent of my innocent childhood. My existence feels fragile, like broken porcelain, with memories scattered like shattered pieces. The past calls to me, urging to be reunited and made whole again.
Meltdown
My creative burnout and nervous breakdowns have intertwined, digging an even deeper hole in my heart. Expressing this inner state through my work has helped me calm down and continue pushing forward.
Increasing tension
When you're in the midst of intense inner anxiety, even the smallest thing, a single word, can wound you so deeply that tears flow down your face like an unending stream, leaving behind cracks in your heart.
Seeking a way to break the loop of thoughts
My mind is overwhelmed with swirling thoughts, like a tangled mess that accumulates with each passing moment. Sleep escapes me as these thoughts relentlessly occupy my mind, affecting every aspect of my life. I want to find peace and calm, to escape this cycle of thoughts, but their grip remains strong. I long for a quiet mind and a break from this endless loop of thoughts that have trapped me.
Chance to start over
Finishing the cycle, this scene symbolizes an endpoint where I release my analyzed thoughts and negative emotions. While I acknowledge my anxiety persists, I believe everyone can free themselves from the weight of their burdens and move forward in life.
Process reel
Music by Andy Morgan-Davies
