Now a lot of people talk about their internal state, about problems and feelings. Communicating with a person, we can not always understand his feelings and emotions. he can smile and be very positive, but inside he crumbles to pieces. I wanted to show how a person feels, every minute struggling with panic attacks.

 It is a sense of decay and destruction inside, as if a hole through your heart. and inside the head is an incoherent stream of thoughts, as if all this is a viscous liquid from which it is impossible to get out. 

I just wanted to show how my feelings look.