My search for silence is becoming a huge daily need. I'm loving like I've never loved, the little things in this Life. Silence is one of them. My loved ones always told me through the years and especially past months: "Little Cate, you're a big girl now". Recently one friend of mine, a man who was always real with all my flaws and friendship, told me: "You're a woman. Get your head up, let the universe knows". I'm again inspired. I can't lie to myself now. The need for people around me is gone. The need I have now, everyday... is what I always knew it was real: to love, being loved, to live, to feel myself, to feel life. I can't live life with ordinary routines. I can't. I need to be, what God told me I am: Catarina, a human.
A human who really sees life filled with poetry and beauty. Not applause and unreal acceptance.
